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Five years old, waking up on the floor.
Grandparents’ apartment, family of four.
Another opportunity lost...
Another search for a job...
Through this, you taught me what was right and what was wrong.
Now I'm a traitor in my own fucking skin.
Going home to a place I've never been.
Always had the strongest head and clearest heart.
I've found something but it's taking my last breath, contemplating pure regret, this world I see in blue and red, the words are there but nothing's left.

In the case of what I stole, for the sake of hearts kept whole, with the slightest scent of hell: this war is waged on myself.

Myself.
I'm going home to a place I don't fit in.
This is a war that I was never meant to win.
Never meant to win.
Poison seeped far beyond reach.
I made a choice.
It was this or it was me.

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from Survival In Negative, released September 8, 2016

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